where the rain falls…

Okay, so i havent posted on here in what feels like years and i feel like ive been neglecting my dear old blog… let me tell you why i havent posted in so long ; ive been swamped with damned french work,french revision,english reading&analysing, more french work & then everything else. Its beyond depressing; i think that i have reached that point where you just collapse, and you don’t allow anyone to ‘rescue’ you. Anyways; on a lighter note- things might be getting better; i HOPE. ‘she says trying to not jinx it and ends up figuratively knocking wood.’  I havent heard from my senior tutor in maybe 2-3 weeks now, and i dont know if thats good or bad. So ive been keeping my damn distance, i keep telling myself that as long as i don’t see her, everything will be okay. and don’t i just know that that’s a load of bullshit.  Shes one of those people that makes you feel like in their life nothing will ever measure up. Which in turn makes me feel sorry for her and maybe even a little sympathetic yet i can’t help but feel like shee’s pinpointing me which makes me extremely frustrated and inhumainly irritated.  i’m sure you know someone like that. That person that makes you feel like  whatever you do, whatever you dont do,shes still NEVER satisfied. like she has some inoperable cancer surrounded by hate and therefore she must make everyone elses lives a misery. it’s looking like i’ll have to grin& bear it till the end of the year, which of course, im so looking forward to. i can see that this point was so unfocused, just a mere rant so that i dont fucking explode. people ey..?

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